Today just isn't a good day for me. Simple and straight to the point. I woke up feeling reasonably fine with the exception of my still sore shoulder from yesterday a.k.a Saturday, 15th of January 2011. I went down both flights of stairs (from my small hole in the wall room, often misinterpreted for an attic) in to the living room, proceeded to play and win fashionably a game of madden and then eventually I began to realize this very strange feeling working it's way throughout my abdomen. Sharp pains continue to jet up and down the outlining of my spine. Pain from the gull stones or a twisted combination of whatever is making my insides clinch and squeeze rather uncomfortably, only the Lord knows. I've been troubled inwardly by looking at my hands. Another sign of defeat shows at the length of my bitten fingernails and now poorly kept hands. This is how they have been for the majority of my life so it is nothing new, but yet another installation to the saga for me against my bad habits. At three p.m. I had shown up to work, continued to sit here for the next six hours and some odd minutes... heading towards the seventh hour before I decided to write this blog, and jot down the overall troubles I've been plagued with today.
My health is not good...
I wish to blame the majority of these nuance illnesses towards the climate
...and towards my immune system, and sickle cell anemia (type - whichever it may be) that makes my body so darn sensitive to the weather climate and altitude.
...not only do I believe it is this disastrous mountain that I reside on for five month periods thanks to a continuing education which appears to me to be either very bleak, or so not worth it in the end all.. but it is also the regular stressors of the college student that inhibit this body from being at optimal strength as it should be.
So in short, my health is not good, this mountain has never helped, and the semester is just beginning. Great.
Lord, I will need you now more than ever to get through the first two quarters of this year... including the semester and surgery procedure that I am (as of right now) scheduled to take.
Thank you for being my first reader. I appreciate it.
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