I can look it up and define it all I want to, but if it isn't really any action behind it then it is a hollow word with no meaning. Everyday there are thousands of actual friendships lived out. True friends, caring for and looking out for each other. On the other hand of the spectrum, there are those friends who stand out amongst the others as fake, associates, or some other word that are antonyms of true and honest. Yeah, something around that.
Yesterday, I experienced several different things that have brought me to my current extent of mixed emotions. I was sick yesterday; yacked, then passed out only to wake up with a sore shoulder (incredibly sore shoulder). So sore that it continues to perturb me into the next day. Secondly, I am faced with the thought of either a) being a true friend, and looking out for someone who needs it much more than me, despite my tight financial position or b) standing before this friend as yet another dead-end, and the end of the person's hope.
Decisions, decisions.
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